I know how you can feel, leaders are always angry when you leave their ls and try to ruin your reputation.

They dont remember that if you could lot an item, it was because you had the points/time that can let you lot. They are not stupid and dont let just new ppl not coming to event lot something.

But, it's like that, they think that you go in the ls for them, not for items and think that if you leave, they lose items that they gave, but you spend time with them and helped other members to get items too, you weren't the only one getting items, but they easily forget that point...